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  • Published: 16 March 2019
  • You are not alone. Never give up. Charity Stream on Monday. These are the charities we will be raising funds for: thetrevorproject.org
    treatmentadvocacycenter.org/
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    Please join me in giving to those who are looking for answers and help.

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    Botswana: 3911270

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    Denmark: +4570201201

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    Estonia: 3726558088; in Russian 3726555688

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    New Zealand: 0800543354

    Norway: +4781533300

    Philippines: 028969191

    Poland: 5270000

    Portugal: 21 854 07 40/8 . 96 898 21 50

    Russia: 0078202577577

    Spain: 914590050

    South Africa: 0514445691

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    Switzerland: 143

    United Kingdom: 08457909090

    USA: 18002738255

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  • BeatEmUps
    BeatEmUps   6 months back

    You are not alone. Never give up. Charity Stream on Monday. These are the charities we will be raising funds for: https://www.thetrevorproject.org
    https://www.treatmentadvocacycenter.org/
    https://www.bbrfoundation.org/
    https://afsp.org/

    Please join me in giving to those who are looking for answers and help.

    List Of International Suicide Hotlines.

    Argentina: +5402234930430

    Australia: 131114

    Austria: 017133374

    Belgium: 106

    Bosnia & Herzegovina: 080 05 03 05

    Botswana: 3911270

    Brazil: 188 for the CVV National Association

    Canada: 5147234000 (Montreal); 18662773553 (outside Montreal)

    Croatia: 014833888

    Denmark: +4570201201

    Egypt: 7621602

    Estonia: 3726558088; in Russian 3726555688

    Finland: 010 195 202

    France: 0145394000

    Germany: 08001810771

    Holland: 09000767

    Hong Kong: +852 2382 0000

    Hungary: 116123

    India: 8888817666

    Ireland: +4408457909090

    Italy: 800860022

    Japan: +810352869090

    Mexico: 5255102550

    New Zealand: 0800543354

    Norway: +4781533300

    Philippines: 028969191

    Poland: 5270000

    Portugal: 21 854 07 40/8 . 96 898 21 50

    Russia: 0078202577577

    Spain: 914590050

    South Africa: 0514445691

    Sweden: 46317112400

    Switzerland: 143

    United Kingdom: 08457909090

    USA: 18002738255

    Veterans' Crisis Line: 1 800 273 8255/ text 838255

    • Martin Talks
      Martin Talks  1 months back

      Dude you are inspiring. I deal with depression and it stemmed from bully at school, college, work and it took me down the path of suicidal thoughts but like you I have a partner who is also called Kim... and she is present in my picture...and she was, is and always will be my light in the darkness. Thank you for this video and I truly hope these hateful videos and comments you get stop and that you can lead as happy a life as possible. Please update us on if it all stop or gets worse as we are 100% behind you. Stay strong and keep yourself and your Kim safe.

      Martin

      England, UK

    • Daniel Gallo
      Daniel Gallo  2 months back

      Kerp fighting! I know you can get through this! We're all here to support you!

    • Willem Isaac
      Willem Isaac  2 months back

      BeatEmUps videogames have been my escape from anxiety and depression but sometimes it’s very difficult because people don’t understand why I spend time or money and it sucks because there’s nothing that have gave my that happiness before

    • Flamedicon 2
      Flamedicon 2  2 months back

      I Really hope you have gotten it Better since This vid i love you're vids and you're channel/vids was a humungous Help for me when About a year Ago when I Was diagnosed with depresion and you're still helping to This day

    • Đẹp Trai Đại Tướng
      Đẹp Trai Đại Tướng  2 months back

      Thanks man. I know your feelings. Feeling braver now!!

  • aiden Young
    aiden Young  18 hours back

    To the 2k that disliked the video why do you hate humanity

    • aiden Young
      aiden Young  19 hours back

      My god I am about to cry

      • Dustin Bolin
        Dustin Bolin  22 hours back

        I just lost a friend to depression, listening to you be so kind to share your story is inspiring. Shine bright hermano.

        • Ken Orsini
          Ken Orsini  1 days back

          Man you have great vibes and are always up front and real. Know this. Anyone who sends you messages or videos like that is really more depressed than you've ever been but chose to put their energy into hate versus you putting it into creating and spreading happiness. Keep doing what you do.

          • Koen Coffee
            Koen Coffee  4 days back

            You are incredibly raw, real and resilient! Thank you for sharing your story, your heart and your passion!
            Its refreshing to see someone of your stature that I can relate to! Thanks!

            • Michael Felipe
              Michael Felipe  5 days back

              I know your pain I can relate to your story... we as fans are here for you and will support you through the bad times and the best times:)

              • Som Aditya
                Som Aditya  7 days back

                My story with growing up with my parents(particularly mom)is same but different for my father he is an awesome person but i always forget to appreciate him because of my relationship with my mom and he is mentally really strong for which i admire him and i think i got the strong mental physique from my dad

                My dad is awesome 🤗

                • Ty Killo
                  Ty Killo  1 weeks back

                  I fell so sad for you I love your channel and if I got to now you in person I would help you as mutch as possible but all I can do watching this video is pressing the like button

                  • Jay Bel
                    Jay Bel  1 weeks back

                    Omg that was heartbreaking. I discover your channel recently and the most thing I loved about your video is that you look so much enthusiasm and happy and funny. I never thought I would've have cry while watching your video. It touch me. Thank you for that energy. I'm not as bad in life like you look to be but I recognize myself a bit in that.

                    • Kariii K
                      Kariii K  2 weeks back

                      My husband bought me a Switch because sometimes I get anxiety and depression and having a game to help me relax was key. I found you as a somewhat new gamer (haven't had a console since my PS1 as a kid) and love your channel. Love Kim too! I come from a fractured family as well and sometimes it is just hard to find meaning in everyday life. But you are not your parents and your life is your own now. Family is everywhere in friends and significant others and pets. You are on the right track. Life brought you to youtube and Kim. The universe has your back 💞💞💞💞💞

                      • WKe ONE
                        WKe ONE  2 weeks back

                        WTF HOW CAN THIS VIDEO HAS ALMOST 2K THUMB DOWNS?!
                        Thanks for sharing important message out there, you're extremely brave to to this with no cuts!

                        • Violexie0071
                          Violexie0071  1 weeks back

                          My thoughts exactly. There's some toxic people out there.

                      • Erwinson Pagtalunan
                        Erwinson Pagtalunan  2 weeks back

                        I know I'm about 5 months late watching this video. But I just want to say one thing.
                        You are a one strong heck of a person. You turned negativity to something positive, and hosted a live stream later that week for charity, because of a negative thing that you fought and won! If I'm was in your place, I won't know what to do. Seriously.
                        Your videos are great, fun, happy, energetic, and informative. Don't know the whole story, but your patrons must have seen this in all your videos, too, that's why they continue to support you. Your effort on your videos and in reaching out with your community is perfect.
                        I hope you don't stop and always do what you love.

                        • Sylosis V2
                          Sylosis V2  3 weeks back

                          I bet all the money and video games help, you scammer.

                          • Kikoy Oneone6
                            Kikoy Oneone6  3 weeks back

                            Please love your kids when have them in the future..

                            • Kikoy Oneone6
                              Kikoy Oneone6  3 weeks back

                              Be strong.

                              • shiverme timbers
                                shiverme timbers  3 weeks back

                                It takes so long for most people to realize that you make your own worth, nobody else has control over that unless you let them.

                                • Michelle Sousa
                                  Michelle Sousa  3 weeks back

                                  I wish i could have helped, discovered you channel before this! Your amazing and WE ARE PROUD OF YOU!

                                  • Michelle Sousa
                                    Michelle Sousa  3 weeks back

                                    I just want you to know that your videos make me and LOADS and LOADS of more people happy, we all love you

                                    • Michelle Sousa
                                      Michelle Sousa  3 weeks back

                                      I love your positive energy in your videos but it's okay to see this side of you too, you can count on us! ❤️ YOUR A AMAZING PERSON

                                      • Michelle Sousa
                                        Michelle Sousa  3 weeks back

                                        Woah... This video hit me so hard I almost went tearing up, I didn't know your story and you were amazing already and you make me laugh everyday, now that I know your story your just... I have no words, I'm so glad I found your channel ❤️🙂

                                        • David Leathers
                                          David Leathers  4 weeks back

                                          That was an emotional roller coaster for me. But when you started talking about them threatening Kim... I literally got white knuckle angry. That is absolutely ridiculous that anyone would do that, and your response is the best possible thing to do. Hostility would only escalate the situation.

                                          • Annabeth Kim
                                            Annabeth Kim  4 weeks back

                                            I have it too, and I feel sorry for you
                                            I understand it I can’t understand and feel all your hurts but I hope you have and meet really good people for you

                                            • Nichlas Rehnstam
                                              Nichlas Rehnstam  4 weeks back

                                              You are an awesome person and you bring me joy every single day with your content. Keep being strong!

                                              • Dennis Dumbduck
                                                Dennis Dumbduck  4 weeks back

                                                Man, I'll just admit that i can't relate to this at all but in some way, i can feel you...I only know your channel since about a week, but I love your videos and they always make me happy so i really wish you and kim the best.

                                                • Gideon pro Games
                                                  Gideon pro Games  4 weeks back

                                                  Same my dad and mum don’t love me but us gamers must stay together

                                                  • The Nerdy Cuck Shill
                                                    The Nerdy Cuck Shill  1 months back

                                                    Can I be your friend please.

                                                    • Casual Lizard
                                                      Casual Lizard  1 months back

                                                      Bro you should never feel suicidal your a big youtuber people look up to you THEY love you

                                                      • Victor Kuruk
                                                        Victor Kuruk  1 months back

                                                        Same.
                                                        Sorry.

                                                        • Ritz Casuga
                                                          Ritz Casuga  1 months back

                                                          Dude, you're my hero.

                                                          • Hunter
                                                            Hunter  1 months back

                                                            Me too....

                                                            • greg83083
                                                              greg83083  1 months back

                                                              I know I'm late to this video, but Love to you and Kim, keep doing what you do.

                                                              • Weeaboo Guy
                                                                Weeaboo Guy  1 months back

                                                                I could relate to you dude don’t worry just be positive about ur life

                                                                • OwenTheCheeseStick
                                                                  OwenTheCheeseStick  1 months back

                                                                  You have 687thousand non abusive family members here

                                                                  • Angel Miz
                                                                    Angel Miz  1 months back

                                                                    i have a similar story to this, don't worry bro we got you🤙

                                                                    • JaydenAH AH
                                                                      JaydenAH AH  1 months back

                                                                      Wood we are your friends mostly your best friends suicide is not the answer

                                                                      • Matías Cugno
                                                                        Matías Cugno  1 months back

                                                                        Bro, i found your channel yesterday and i watched almost 30 videos, you're a person filled with good vibes and spilling energy everywhere, we are a lovely community and we love you.

                                                                        • Tck911
                                                                          Tck911  1 months back

                                                                          Love your content man thank you for the positive energy

                                                                          • ProwTheGamer
                                                                            ProwTheGamer  1 months back

                                                                            This is very relatable




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                                                                            • Yung Grape
                                                                              Yung Grape  1 months back

                                                                              Keep making good videos man🤜🤛

                                                                              • amacm69
                                                                                amacm69  1 months back

                                                                                You also have a shity mic

                                                                                • 26 Risky
                                                                                  26 Risky  1 months back

                                                                                  I like u r coming out to us and trusting us to tell us thing. I hope u get better and I like the live stream u had and I wish I was their but I'd not know u Chanel when u did it like ur videos bye

                                                                                  • Liam Andersson
                                                                                    Liam Andersson  1 months back

                                                                                    We love you fam <3

                                                                                    • Parsia Jafari
                                                                                      Parsia Jafari  1 months back

                                                                                      Dude it’s all good we’re here for you

                                                                                      • Dianna chase
                                                                                        Dianna chase  1 months back

                                                                                        I love U and Kim I think you'd are wonderful people xoxoxox sending lots of love to you and Kim from Australia

                                                                                        • Bryan Stradley
                                                                                          Bryan Stradley  1 months back

                                                                                          Most often, the reason people hate others is because they hate themselves. If you and especially your lady are getting physically violent threats, that’s alarming to say the least. Many people seem oblivious to black-hearted souls, as they’ve not experienced pure evil.

                                                                                          I always carry a very sharp, very fast pocketknife now. To some that may seem a bit unsettling. But I’ll list some reasons and let others decide themselves if my reasons are excuses (reasons are *why* we do things. Excuses ‘excuse’ and justify reasons. Two terms that are often confused as the same).

                                                                                          1. My first memory was my father trying to choke me to death.
                                                                                          2. I have been attacked, choked, beaten, slammed into cement repeatedly, thrown into 3 trucks and an industrial dumpster by a group of about 50 drunk concrete workers because I have earrings.
                                                                                          3. That same night I was picked up by my throat (I was 115lbs at the time), driven with toes off the floor into a workbench, and the guy was crushing my throat and screaming over and over “I’m gonna KILL YOU Mother F****r! I’m gonna KILL YOU Mother F****r!” And very nearly did. I grabbed a screwdriver off the bench and held it to his neck, while losing consciousness and uttered “gonna count to 3... 1, 2,” and he let me go (I WAS going to do it: I was fighting for my life). Immediately after, #2 (above) all happened.
                                                                                          4. Been raped.
                                                                                          5. Been kidnapped.
                                                                                          6. Had a gun pointed directly at my head by the car next to me while driving home from work.

                                                                                          I never instigated, insulted or in any way asked for any of the above. I’m a very passive dude. But after going through all of that, I’m resolved to *never* let ANY of it ever happen again. I’m also physically weaker than most guys as I’ve had a muscle condition my entire life. That’s why I carry a knife. It at least gives me some chance instead of no chance. Wouldn’t you carry one too? I’m also done counting. I NEVER EVER want to use it or have cause to (even if in self defense, if I took a life, I’d have a seriously permanent meltdown).

                                                                                          No more extreme beatings, choking, death threats, rape or kidnapping. Ever again.

                                                                                          I hate what those people turned me into. All I ever wanted was to find the right girl, maybe have a kid or two and go on picnics with my family. PTSD/panic attacks, anxiety and depression have taken too much time away from me when most people are breathing easy. Not scanning their surroundings for potential threats, noting exits... Christ is my Savior and friend, by his grace I’ve been making progress to feel a sliver more human.

                                                                                          • Bryan Stradley
                                                                                            Bryan Stradley  1 months back

                                                                                            My friend, look me up anytime. The first time I met my father, my first real memory that stuck, I was 3-4, and he tried to strangle me. It was a heck of an ugly way to be introduced to life. I’m depressive, have anxiety, and PTSD (non-military). I got your back. We’re gonna beat this!

                                                                                            • Michelle VS ROS
                                                                                              Michelle VS ROS  1 months back

                                                                                              This made me cry relatable