I Had 1 Year To Live And Did Lots Of Bad Stuff

  • Published: 07 October 2019
  • Hey, everyone! My name is Gianna. And I think that all people want to know their future sometimes – what they are going to become, how much money they are going to earn, when they are going to pass away. Sounds impossible, but really cool, right? Well, as my experience has shown – it's not cool at all.

    I was just a fifteen year-old girl full of ambition, plans, and great expectations. I had a loving family, friends, and a boyfriend. What more could anyone ask for? But for some reason, it all had to be destroyed. It started with a few simple headaches, but I didn't pay any attention to them. Then, I was surprised to notice I was always exhausted when I woke up in the mornings. But again, my best guess was that I just had a really busy schedule.

    Once when I was hanging out with my friends, I suddenly went blank and... woke up on a stretcher. Everything was kind of a blur. I saw my friends' terrified faces around me and the doctors' voices calling my name. I finally came back to my senses at the hospital. I had the most horrible headache ever. My mother, father, and my older brother were there. I asked them what had happened and my mom said there was an accident. I had fainted. I fell right on the pavement and injured my head pretty badly. My friends had to call an ambulance, but there was nothing to worry about. Doctors promised I would go home as soon as they got the head CT results. So, I kind of calmed down a little bit. But I wanted to get out of that place as soon as possible because all of those doctors, and hospitals in general, just freak me out!

    The next morning I thought I was feeling much better. I was packing up when suddenly the doctor and my parents entered the room. My mom was pale and my dad was looking down. The doctor was very smiley and nice to me. He made jokes, but looked as if he was going to tell me something serious. I felt like all of his antics meant he was up to no good. And then he said those words that kept running through my head, over and over – inoperable brain tumor, stage four. And nobody could say how long I had left – A week? A month? The doctor said I could try chemotherapy, but it would not buy me much time anyway. The only thing they could do for me was to prescribe me tons of painkillers to help me bare the horrible headaches and pain that were about to strike me.

    Well, you can't imagine what I was feeling. Why did this have to happen? Why me? I was so devastated and stunned I couldn't even cry it all out! After hours of thinking about it in my bed, I came to an agreement with myself. I was going to die and I had little time left. But the last thing I wanted was to spend this precious time in a hospital with an IV, losing my hair, and not being able to move. I was not going to undergo chemotherapy. It was hard to think about talking to my parents about this. It was no less painful for them to accept it all either. But to my surprise, they fully supported me. My primary physician didn't not approve of my decision at all. He told me I had to stay in the hospital under medical supervision, but I continued to stand my ground.

    Two days later I was at home having breakfast with my family as if nothing ever happened. Suddenly my dad said: 'Nothing will prevent you from living the rest of your life to the fullest, my brave girl!' My parents wanted me to make a list of things I wanted to do, try, or buy, to choose countries I wanted to visit, and they would try to do that for me. I knew we were not a rich family, but my parents had saved some money for my education, which happened to be unnecessary now. My older brother even wanted to use some of his own earnings. I was almost moved to tears by their generosity, and it didn't take me long to sit down and narrow down my 'bucket list'.

    I had the most unbelievable and exciting time in my life. We went to Disney World, to Paris, and Spain. We stayed at Five Star hotels, where I tried all ice cream flavors and cakes and chocolates every day. I dyed my hair red, blue, green, which I had never done before. My mom always used to say I would damage my hair. But I didn't have to worry about that anymore. I bought new clothes and ordered stuff online... I'm literally not sure any princess ever had such a bed of roses before in her life, and besides I still had not had that bad pain my doctor had predicted I would have, but...

    The more entertainment and amusement I had, the more empty and apathetic I felt. My friends would come for a visit every day and give me some inspiring speech. My boyfriend, Walt, brought me presents and pledged his endless love to me...

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    ACTUALLY HAPPENED   2 weeks back

    Have you ever thought about what you would do if you only had a month left? What would you have on your bucket list? If you have a similar story, please feel free to share it in the comments.

    • Tyler Alexus
      Tyler Alexus  15 hours back

      I’m not trying to be a buzz kill, but if you where six months old it’s impossible to remember the pain

    • Help my account was Stolen
      Help my account was Stolen  2 days back

      Nigga make up your mind a year or a month

    • Mist Wolf
      Mist Wolf  2 days back

      Sup bitches

    • midnight watcher
      midnight watcher  1 weeks back

      Take people out they coming with me that what I would do

    • Layla Williams
      Layla Williams  1 weeks back

      Molly Bravo lol 😂

  • Addy Delosh
    Addy Delosh  9 hours back

    Your hair usually Falls out after treatment

    • Tyler Alexus
      Tyler Alexus  15 hours back

      This video has a lot of negative vibes

      • Michelle Vazquez
        Michelle Vazquez  20 hours back

        She had no right to yell at the other girl.

        • Ava Rdz
          Ava Rdz  1 days back

          Wait you went to Disney world I’m going there next year you soooooooooooo lucky !!!!!!

          • Esoteric Jr
            Esoteric Jr  1 days back

            I will become a homeless person

            • Just Another Person
              Just Another Person  2 days back

              I feel bad for her but...privacy much?!

              • the free leftbeyz
                the free leftbeyz  2 days back

                0:37 i started to get exhausted when i wake up
                Me:you are not a human being

                • the free leftbeyz
                  the free leftbeyz  2 days back

                  Then how are you telling this story

                  • Jazmin Diaz
                    Jazmin Diaz  2 days back

                    how are you still alive

                    • This truly is a bruh moment Bruh moment 9001

                      Who else immediately thought of a brain tumor when she said she had many headaches?

                      • Iosipescu Anghel-Sorin

                        If I had 1 year left I let my life in the hands of God

                        • b a s i i c . b e a r
                          b a s i i c . b e a r  2 days back

                          Next video:My dog is actually my mother

                          • Ian Forsyth
                            Ian Forsyth  3 days back

                            I would party drink and just have a good time I would tell every girl I have ever had a crush on I loved them and then kiss them and maby something else

                            • Dinoeel
                              Dinoeel  3 days back

                              You got karma for being spoiled and ungrateful

                              • demarco mali
                                demarco mali  3 days back

                                rip the old lady

                                • SharkCraft
                                  SharkCraft  3 days back


                                  • Kyra Green
                                    Kyra Green  3 days back

                                    * I dyed my hair red, blue, green*

                                    Me: *So your hair is just NATURALLY pInK??*😕

                                    • DeadX Wolf
                                      DeadX Wolf  3 days back

                                      Im a boy and named Gianni 😂

                                      • Raina Dat Kween
                                        Raina Dat Kween  3 days back

                                        “I dyed my hair red, blue, green, in which I have never done before”

                                        Your hair is literally pink

                                        • DarkVivid_ wrld
                                          DarkVivid_ wrld  3 days back

                                          "why is this happening to me"
                                          Me: so god died for our sins in you think your special your irrelevant

                                          • Madalyn Elliott
                                            Madalyn Elliott  4 days back

                                            No one:
                                            Doctor: I'm about to ruin this whole girl's life with some bad news!!!
                                            Doctor: Nvm we were jk lol!!!
                                            Her Dad: I'm about to ruin this whole man's career with a lawsuit against the clinic he works for!!!

                                            • iolwutt michael
                                              iolwutt michael  4 days back

                                              Are u dead?

                                              • My religion is God Jihyo


                                                person who animated 2:27: lets just put her on the toilet while she cries, totally normal to piss and do it pfft

                                                • Lilly_ Boba
                                                  Lilly_ Boba  4 days back

                                                  Wait how can she tell her story if she's dead?

                                                  • Lauren Beckett
                                                    Lauren Beckett  4 days back

                                                    U look PIST

                                                    • Dan Ade
                                                      Dan Ade  5 days back

                                                      I just know realized that the actors scirpt is in the description

                                                      • Basmala Waleed
                                                        Basmala Waleed  5 days back

                                                        How did she lose her hair when she is not even sick

                                                        • softest uwu
                                                          softest uwu  5 days back

                                                          *i thought she was holding 2 wooden forks*

                                                          • gamer champ
                                                            gamer champ  5 days back

                                                            My crushes name is jianaah

                                                            • Brothers Bro Bro 12345

                                                              Gianna: i said everything, i intended to say to that stupid chick.

                                                              Me: ur a chick too.

                                                              • A ze
                                                                A ze  5 days back

                                                                Teacher: exists
                                                                Girl: i’m about to end this teacher’s whole career.
                                                                UNO REVERSE CARD PLAYED

                                                                • Amandha Airani
                                                                  Amandha Airani  5 days back

                                                                  “if the world is being unkind to me, why would i be kind to the world?”

                                                                  Girl u have to be kind to the world first then u then the world will be kind to u. if u are a bad person, u’ll get what u deserve. if u are a good person, u’ll get what u deserve. it all will happen sooner or later.

                                                                  • Agatha
                                                                    Agatha  5 days back

                                                                    I wanna be, the very best.

                                                                    • Amber Zuniga
                                                                      Amber Zuniga  5 days back

                                                                      Ok she seems like a kind person
                                                                      But she was being spoiled when she had said ever body betrayed me and everybody hated me
                                                                      Like girl if I was in your shoes my parents would be planing my funeral and but me in the hospital -_-

                                                                      • Caroline Bergin
                                                                        Caroline Bergin  5 days back

                                                                        I’m so sorry but I can’t blame you for doing that stuff now that you still have a chance to live rebuild what you’ve taken away and head for a brighter future and be thankful that life’s given you one.

                                                                        • Mathew Taylor
                                                                          Mathew Taylor  5 days back

                                                                          I can say from experience that living past your expiration date sucks.

                                                                          • Trill 6ix
                                                                            Trill 6ix  6 days back

                                                                            I’ll feel bad for the money wasted like I’ll cry but idc bout friends and shi

                                                                            • Briana Lopez
                                                                              Briana Lopez  6 days back

                                                                              Before this i had a migrain ad

                                                                              • NevermoreMadDame
                                                                                NevermoreMadDame  6 days back

                                                                                Girl: *Acts like a spoiled bi**h and treats friends and bf like 💩.*
                                                                                Girl: *Whines that everyone's betrayed and against her.
                                                                                Me: Karma sure is a bitch huh? You have A LOT of apologies to make and forgiveness to beg for.

                                                                                • Anime Queen
                                                                                  Anime Queen  6 days back

                                                                                  If I had few months left in my hand I would serve my create because at last I m going to him. But at the main time I would teach this world how to treasure a life. My family is mean that's why.

                                                                                  • Andrei Mazo
                                                                                    Andrei Mazo  6 days back

                                                                                    Haha you did bad things when your almost dying your not going to heaven

                                                                                    • XxRafaelxX 123
                                                                                      XxRafaelxX 123  6 days back

                                                                                      U are a brat,a spoiler brat,i am not supraised that u lose your boyfrend

                                                                                      • Milk
                                                                                        Milk  6 days back

                                                                                        Gianna: "I dyed my hair red, blue, green, which I had never done before. My mom always used to say I would damage my hair."
                                                                                        Also Gianna: Freaking has pink hair

                                                                                        • Jayden Postma
                                                                                          Jayden Postma  6 days back

                                                                                          Actually i do know how u feel I was told last week that I need a life saving brain surgery because I had a stroke and apart of my brain is hardening and that part of my brain needs to be removed...

                                                                                          • Lou Shook
                                                                                            Lou Shook  7 days back


                                                                                            • Howard the dancing alien

                                                                                              Me:has a little chest pain

                                                                                              Google:U HaVE LUnG CAnCER aNd WiLl HaVE YOuR LUnG rEmOVeD

                                                                                              • Chriss_TV Xenoverse
                                                                                                Chriss_TV Xenoverse  7 days back

                                                                                                If she died she would be in hell